If you’ve been a Christian long enough, you experience that your fire is not always on for God. You know the right thing, but you begin to abuse His grace to live your own version of truth. There is a question posed in Galatians 5:7: "You were running a good race. Who cut in on you to keep you from obeying the truth? A little yeast works through the whole batch of dough.” It highlights the ongoing struggle between our will and God's will.
Is it that you feel stuck because your own sins has kept you stuck in the same cycle of trouble? Here is where a lot of Christians falters. A lot of us believe in Jesus, but never allow His Kingship to rule their lives. Which areas of your lives are you not surrendering to God? No wonder, we are battling the same battles like we did 3-5 years ago. “Show me your battle, and I will show you a place you are not surrendering”
Though I know He has promised me, “The man I have for you will be worth the wait”, Though I know I am booked with work this season and He is calling me to a time of ministry of deeper friendships and giving, Though I know He is pruning my heart still, the middle is confusing and full of uncertainty.
It starts to get lonely in Friday nights And now looking back seems good. What to do in the waiting when you are tired and lonely?