Life seemed to be put on hold. In one day, I had to rewrite my upcoming half-year. Heck, even the next day. Imagine me tearing apart the few pages where I had jotted down my dreams and goals for the semester and threw it to the trash can. I had to start over with a clean slate of paper. But, through this, I had learned to appreciate the beauty in the messy in-between-- the time of waiting in the unknown.
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I convinced myself “I am doing it for the glory of God!”, but this was nothing but self-deceit. Behind my “cloak of righteousness” was the drive to “be significant”—to be served, not to serve. We tend to forget that our worth is not found in self-actualization, but in dependency.